Am I being way too soft or have i had it socially harder than others growing up?

..Seems like you accepted the opinions of others as the way you see yourself. /: ..don't do that. Don't let others convince you that you're not attractive and that unworthy because, after all YOUR own opinion about yourself its what matters the most. The way you view/consider yourself is the way others will interpret you. I think that guy you were dating online is d**khead besides showing that he has self esteem. Just ignore him. You don't even know him in person. Probably forums are his only way of 'confronting' people but, in real life he's just weak. |: ..Rating people is so lame. I know sometimes we do want to know what people think about us to know if we are truly 'pretty' but, those are just scores that will never truly define you. again, what matters is what you think about yourself. That coach isn't doing his job right. He shouldn't give up on you like that as much as he dislikes your persona. Don't change to another group. It just shows that you're weak. Be there as much as they dislike you. (: who cares. My grandma told me that when I'm around people that di slike me "haters", to wear a lot of lotion so, people opinions and bullshit can slip off of you. :p I know its retarded but, I get what she's saying. (: takee caree. <3